Puisi 4

Confused

This heart is very lonely
Though beautiful star was dancing right up there
My steps immediately stalled without direction
Looked at the faces in the mirror
And ask yourself
Why do you love him so deep?
While his heart was not fully such as your love for him
You're a fool. very stupid
Mind and my heart were wrangling will never end
They also no one wants to budge
I do not know, what do they want?
Making this fragile body?
Or the soul this go crazy?
Why the answer is not growing up?
What shall I do, God?